There is a time, during your climb to the peak of a mountain called LIFE, when you want to stop and look back. And when you look back, contemplating your climb and after a long thought you ask yourself, 'What have I done with my life?'. And when you turn back to continue the journey, new questions come across your mind, 'And where Am I going?,What is my final destination?' A voice in your mind says that 'Of course, to the peak of the mountain'.But you urge for more, without receiving any answer. Nevertheless, you walk still, wondering in your mind, if one day you arrive at the peak of the mountain, is that really your final destination?

A long time..such a long time.

Salam n good day,

I haven’t updated my blog for a long time…n as far as my living memory can remember, I haven’t updated it for a month (in that case, my living memory is rather short,isn’t it? :p)haha.

I have just finished blog-hopping after stalking on someone.ngahaha~and I like a blog that I had happened to hop into. Rather matured n professional.

I try to relate his blog with mine, and he with me..

When I go through my blog, I read a lot kind of things. Sometime good ones, sometime bad ones, sometime the sinful stuff  that I HAVE NEVER EVER believed I can consciously write. Like some stupid n immature stuff, n cruel words that come out effortlessly from my mouth (with a keyboard in transition). And all the immature thoughts. All the ‘great ideas’ and moral values that never come into practise. Not to mention the grammar errors that a TESL student like me should not be caught red-haded writing them. And I feel like..deleting them. ALL.

But somehow, when I think back…I might not be as good as that person, as that blogger. My blog is not professional, full of sinful, immature thinking. But that’s one of the recollection that I should keep (considering my short living memory) as a proof that I, the person who is writing this right now used to be that playful child, that mean girl, that idealist who never become a practitioner, the hypocrite. I used to be like other person. I am normal. I am not perfect. I used to be a student with imperfect grammar and syntax.

I choose not to be ashamed of what I have done.[yea2, at reading this point u might say that I SHOULD feel ashamed of what I have done] but still, I think that that was and is me, and let the those days posts remain as it is even though one day I might feel embarrass by what I have written but enuff said, even if I deleted it, it will not change the fact that I used to be THAT mean,childish,immature girl.

Therefore, I choose to have only 1 blog. This blog. There is no need for me to write professional stuff on 1 blog, n trivial stuff on another blog. Enuff of having 1 blog. Blend them all, and you get the whole picture of me. The ’serious’ side, the ‘mean’ side, the ‘childish’ side. There is no need for me to divide ‘myself’ into several blogs.

This blog will remain as my only blog no matter wht happens. InsyaAllah.

Good day people!

Salam.

When a fren of mine is in..

Salam n good day,

*Sigh*, I tell u what..this week, is full of ‘hati and perasaan’ issues..hahaha.

Its about my fren k..its NOT confirmed yet..but yea..i dont mind if they hook up with each other.LOL~

But just a reminder to her, to me, and those who are targeting for a long-term relationship and you put marriage in your perspective (in another words, you want to make it works) , maybe you want to consider ‘coupling’ bout 2years..or 1year before the targeted age of marriage..if you plan to get married by 26, mybe you may couple at the age of 24 or 25..huhu.IMHO anyway~

Mngantuk la.

Dia…xaci btol!!>_<

Salam n slamat pagi!

Haa..xder per pon sbnrnyer, aku nk bebel psl kwn aku sorang nih..nme dier Fayyadh!!haha.

Fayyadh neh,kalo kowank nk knal dier, korang ley gi kt blog dier (tgk blogroll aku)..

Ok,Fadh neh sape sebenrnyer?actually, Fadh ni kawan aku mase aku 2syen English kt OLC, leps SPM..

Recalling back the tyme when I was there..hmm, dlm grup kitorang ni..yg plg rapat Maawa, aku, Shueib, Fayydh, Sapix, nd Farihan..skang nih smer kitorang pon da pilih jalan yg berbeza..travel jalan yg berbeza..so, apsal aku nk citer psl Fayyadh lak an?

Haa..aku just nk ckp dier dah nk masuk DEGREE!!tidakkkk…ughh..aku ni lgi STAHUN foundation..masuk degree ujung thn dpn..>_<

Bagi aku, kesah mamat ni menarik la..haha..ok, budk ni sbenarnyer sgt2 laa berminat nk jadi pilot.GILA.pilot. itu yg aku buley ckp.period. n dlm klas aku ade lgi sorang mamat nk jadi pilot,nme di muhaqquis, dier skang da kat Aussie, wt aviation..tpi ngan si Fayyadh ni, len lak citernyer..hahaha.

Diar minat nk jadi pilot.tapi parents dier xbagi ksian siottt…mak dier ckp lesen pilot tu mcm amik lesen keta.-_-.hahaha.so…dier x amik la pilot..haih..

Tapi, dier skan tgh blaja Mandarin kt China..mul dri foundation,smpai la habis degree,mamat ni mmg study kt China!!so mmg lame giler dier study kt sane..dah l dier gi sane, blj mndarin x der basic dowhh..!!huwwaa,jeles siot, 6 yers kot dok sana..so ier da abes foundation da..skang ni dier da nk masuk degree..jeles akuu…aku nyer foundation da la lame..2thn dowh..huwwaa..jeles3!!!

Anyway,mmg rezeki dier l kan?

Paper pon, gud luck laa kt dier an. Aku x gitau pon aku blog psl dier, n takkan bgi tau pon, saje, ska hti aku nk bazir msa.haha.bazir masa tulis psl mamat tu =p

Arghh..buley.benti.study.x.nak.kawen. >_<

Good day forks!!haha~