4 Things which will never come back~!
Salam~!
Hi..just drop by to jot down some thing in here..
Speaking about opportunity wil remind me back to one of my friend’s saying during a presentation that is:
In this world,there are 4 things which,if you let it go,it will never come back:
1.Words that you have said
2.Arrow which you let it go
3.Neglected Opportunity
4.Time
Hmm..OPPORTUNITY..well..I’ve got one, but I believe even though I don’t really let it go,But actually, I am.
Last week,it was on the 1st April,I actually had managed to secure a place as one of the shortlisted candidates for JPA scholarship.My parents were SOOO HAPPY that they have done everything for me,arranging my files etc.The only thing was…I,myself, dont really feel happy the way I should be.
I DONT KNOW.I dont really feel excited.I just feel OKAY,and that was all I feel!
And during the interview..I just way too dominating.Well,of course,Ive been taught to speak out my opinion rather than chicken out of my own right(as a matter of fact,every person have right on his/her own opinion,even if the opinion is unpopular)
But it doesn’t mean that I don’t give chance to others.It was just that I talk a lot~!N it seemed like it BOTHER much the panel,man~!she seemed like she doesn’t want me to speak..huhu.
The topic that we got to be discussed about were..50years of independence(eng.) and How to be a good Malaysian student across the sea(malay)
The topic were kinda easy,but my mind was stuck somewhere that I cant elaborate much.But I talked craps a lot.Haha..No wonder the interviewer didn’t want me to speak~!hmm…
Well,if you asked me,I’ll say that,usually I give a good point to be argued,you see.I don’t usually talked crappy things.But i don’t know,maybe I was emotionally and psychologically unstable.
Well..if you asked my deja-vuu, it will say that ‘Munirah wont get it..’.Haha..well,if you say that I am a pessimistic,that is a misconception of accusation.Bcoz actually,I just want to say that,I’m too good to be sponsored by J-P-A~!haahaa..well..I’m not hoping much,dude.
Being listed itself,is a bless for me.To get it,hmm..I’ve done it,there’s nothing to be regret of,nothing to be ashamed of,I am just me and what do you expect~?? I am a HOMO-SAPIENT~!!
But,yes,I didn’t really be myself.Since that myself is good,it means that If I be myself,then the interview will be good.But since that I didn’t really be myself,then it turns to be not good.Haha..
Again,talking craps~!
But it’s ok,I feel good to speak this way, and this sunday,i got another interview to be attended,so,pls,do pray for me and my friends~!
Thank you.
Salam.
