There is a time, during your climb to the peak of a mountain called LIFE, when you want to stop and look back. And when you look back, contemplating your climb and after a long thought you ask yourself, 'What have I done with my life?'. And when you turn back to continue the journey, new questions come across your mind, 'And where Am I going?,What is my final destination?' A voice in your mind says that 'Of course, to the peak of the mountain'.But you urge for more, without receiving any answer. Nevertheless, you walk still, wondering in your mind, if one day you arrive at the peak of the mountain, is that really your final destination?

Hey, come-back-down-to-earth!!

August 27, 2009 Emkay 9 comments

Salam n good day,

A quick update.

Keep remembering him lately. Gosh, I have to move on, damn it!!

Don’t want this, it is JUST a crush. Need to move on, need to move on, need to move on.

Yea, he doesnt really distract my attention towards my studies or work or whatev, its just disturbing.

You know, u keep having dis someone in your mind and u feel like floating in the air and the next thing u noe is you have lost track of everything. Yerp, tht, really, sound, disturbing.

It’s not like i dont wasnt to remember him, but yea, its just a crush, -which might make me crash, one day,eventually- so, no big deal ryte?so why do i have to remember him huh?its not evn worth it, owh gosh, pls, i want to move on.

And it’s not like he will remember me ryte?we r frenz!

Dum-di-dum-di-dum-di-dum..forget2..forget2…*gals, this is my new mantra, dont be shocked if you find me in this state when we finish our Hols*ahha~

Who?

I’m not telling.——->Yes Aliaa n Rough, you heard me ryte. =p

So, y am i writing? just wanna flush away the tension.

Good day folks! (or forks).

Categories: Trivia, love

Amik risiko!!

August 24, 2009 Emkay 7 comments

Salam,

Arie ni aku tak rase nk jadi skema la..hoho. Rase nk jiwang2+reflect2..ngee~

Xder per pon sebenarnye..cuma kadang2 bila renung2kan idup ni, aku rase idup ni sumernyer about gambling your own future..nuthin is sure, for REAL.-_-

Kite take risk dalam sumer menda…study, love, kerja..sumer menda laa!!

Kalo dalam study, mcm kdaan skang ni, disebabkan swine flu, ade je students yg kna tangguh study…mcm2 la an..banyak je menda bley blaku dalam jangka masa yg kiter rase -mungkin- singkat..tapi..well, it happens.

Kalo dalm love plak..yg bercinta bagai nk rak tu..hoho, mnaruh harapan yg tinggi utk bersama sume -acecece-,haha, cuba korang fikirkan kemungkinan2 yg akan blaku..yg mati idup tu xyah kire la an, per kata pkir menda yg lagi teruk..wahaha..contohnyer bley ark bygkan korangnyer partner tu last2 skali end up dgn kwn baek korang sniri..haha..mmg ar scara teorinye akn ade yg bkata ’saya akn tumpang gembira utk kwn sy’.hahaha,utk org2 cani, aku doakan korang bahagia ar.hahaha.

Tu ceritanya org yg xfikir ttg risiko..org cani bagus gak ar an,slagi menda tu xjadi,dier x pikir. bila dah jadi baru nk pikir..bagus2…((bagus ar sbb aku pon mcm tu,ngahaha))

Tapi paper pon, ade 1 persamaan antara sumer org:

Kita slalu pilih jalan yg kurang berisiko.kan?

Kadang2, kita tak sedar pon yg risiko tu pon buley jadi a good thing when it can open the door that you have never ever dared to touch..kan?

Tapi itu la hakikat..kiter akn pilih jln yg kurang berisiko..dgn harapan kalo kiter jatuh, kiter xder la mati an,stakat patah tengkuk je.haha.padahal, paper pon pilihan kiter, possibility tu same je..anything cn happen..nuthin is impossible.

Kalo pakar motivasi, suker bagi nasihat ‘take the risk’ an?aku pon suke ckp cmtu,sbb aku pon xkesah sgt psl risiko neh..tapi aku rase an,org yg slalu trima nasihat ni mesti bengang an?ahha~bukan mudah nk amik risiko. org nasihat bley la,sbb bukan dier yg kna hadapi akibat..kan?

Anyway, we seek love in a relationship, without knowing tht we r on for a bumpy ride. You might lose him one day, thats the risk. You might hate him one day, thts the risk. Anyway,still, you take it. We fail, we cry, we hope..face it, thts the risk. And thts the key to a better inner-self, with a better partner and a better taste of life.

In short, just take the risk lah!!you dont know where it will take u anyway, yea, u might fail, but what if you succeed? =p

Categories: Friends, Reflection, love

Solitude versus Solidarity; A Dilemma

August 12, 2009 Emkay 2 comments

Salam n good day..

I just pop into my blog to make a quick update when I am really down..n yea..now, I am.

Well, if you have not been given a choice, and you have been victimized by the TWO ‘witches’, Solitude and Solidarity, what will you do?

If the Solitude gives you more pleasure, would you choose that, even thou Solidarity will make others feel happy except for you?

If you choose them, you are going to live in misery..and why is that?becoz you have to face them, their unwanted faces, their rejection [not to mention OUR  rejection] and therefore you feel hopeless..

But if you leave them, some of them would not be happy..and the ones that you don’t want to feel unhappy are your Significant Others..

So..how?

When your strength lies in individuality, when your uniqueness lies in the orginality..its always best to choose Solitude over Solidarity..ryte?

Yea, people always said Solidarity is Unity, but for you to say that, you need the black side which is called the Solitude..so why can’t I choose Solitude and be strong, and be  proud of that?

When you are not in the team, you are open, you are free to say anything, you may support or condemn without feeling worry of the ones who form ‘S-O-L-I-D-A-R-I-T-Y’ behind you…YOU are YOU..

And YOU ‘ARE’ YOU…considering tht…tht means even ‘YOU’ can be ‘STRONG’ because you ‘ARE’..ryte?

When lives get harder on both of us..When lives teach both of us so much that we feel like choking and drowning in the  sea of tears..we must have the courage to face it, to pierce the heart of the love ones, to break the trust and to be able to face the consequences…WE MUST.

After all…the choice lies in our hands. HE, who makes us feel unwanted, we hate you too. And we are more willing to walk away, bcoz we know, our strength lies in out solitude, our strength lies in our originality. We are we. You may survive on your own, so are we.

So long…and be gone.

Salam.

Categories: Friends, Reflection